The past, the present and the future

Those are not the English tenses. This is not an English topic, either. Indeed, I would like to tell you my personal opinion as well as my memories.

I am pretty sure that you have heard this before. Stuff like that: Learn from the past, live in the present, believe in the future. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift. That why we call it is the present. Or life is a journey, not a destination.

So, What type are you? Do you live for the present, the past, or the future? I am not sure what type I am. I remember something that happened in the past of my life from my childhood when I can remember until called the past. I am living and studying in the present. I would also really like toward the future. 

However, I have some ideas to tell you right here. Do you know what? I live with the misses. I think. Obviously, it was in the past. I miss the roads I have been gone through. I miss that time when I sat on a bus and seen outside. I miss corners I discovered when I was on my bike. I miss raining in the afternoon. I miss moments when I was sad. I miss feelings I was reading a book or a comic, watching a movie or video. I miss people I have met and get along with for an amount of time and miss what we did. I miss some moments I've just seen a time. I still remember. I remember the conversations between my friends and me. I remember when I bought a shirt. And many things.  

I guess I am a present type person. Why is it after the above things? I lived and I am living for the present. I totally immerse myself at present and try to discover something interesting. I observe in detail. I spend time on myself. Therefore, I can miss all of that. All of the things are mine. I don't know whether or not it is right. I hope that I am right. Actually, at that time, something happened and I  was not satisfied with it. I blamed myself or kind of that. I know, sometimes it biases in the past. It is ok as long as not too much. You sometimes need to spend time reflecting on yourself, learn past lessons, and have very deep moments. Does it make sense?

You know. So many advice advise you should live at present. I also want to do that. The present is a gift. So, let's enjoy it. Enjoy every single present moment. Because the present is the truth. You are living, enjoying, dedicating, and working on it. Live fully today. 

P.S

Have you noticed when you had a trip, you saw a natural and beautiful scene? You immediately took your phone and captured it. Look at your picture. Is it as beautiful as you saw? If you are not a professional camera-men or just like me. I am pretty sure it is not. Right? I think the most beautiful picture is seen by the naked eye. Sometimes I was lazy to take my phone to record something I want. Guess what? My friends did it for me. It is one of the advantages when we work as a group. When a person is too shame to say something, to ask something, but another who has the same question and problem did it. Therefore, that person can have the answer and did not need to say. This is a benefit of work as a group such as class, conversations, etc. Anyway, It does not mean I advise you don't say out. You know what I mean, right? I think I have gone far away from this initial topic. 

Until next time. Bye    

Incheon, October 22, 2020