Journey of the mind

I am sad because I'm not good enough I am sad because I did not have good results for research in the lab  I am sad because bad things happened to me I am sad because of myself overthinking I am sad because of uncertain future I am sad because of depending on other's support I am fear about my ambition I wanna run away the current and where I would go? The future. So, what is yourself look like in the future? 1) Give up and nothing to be proud of or you pass through and become stronger 2) Do not finish Master program or have Master degree with more choices for career Seoul, Nov 22, 2023

Hi there. I will show an interesting perspective today. I get some AI-generated photos of myself with different ages as shown below. A fun fact is the photos are relatively similar to real people which can make it real. It helps me to think it can be me maybe. I have to admit that they are all nice, and beautiful, and meet common standards for women. Perhaps, they can represent a better version of myself that I can take as a role model.  P.S Real me to get those photos                                              Perhaps, different: I'm planning to get a tattoo on my shoulder. Some photos seem girly, sexy and soft and they aren't quite fit with my current traits.                                                    ...

  I just get to know when I finish to climb this mountain, the next mountain is higher.  I know how hard it is. How vague the future is. I know you doubt about it. You even don't believe in yourself. You compare with your peers. You don't get support from others. You face mental health issues. The more responsibility you have to take. The more goals you aim for. The only thing I can say is to keep going. Pursue your dream and become the version you have been longing for. Because it is meaningless to live without trying every day. You will not know how far you can go. You will not know how strong you are, how many difficulties you pass through, how ups and downs of life. You also will not how amazing people you meet, the things you will learn, what is at the end of the road, and you will not know a better version of yourself if you stay inside the safe and comfort zone. Can you give up when a lot of people out there are also striving to achieve their goals?  Let's make it ...